Be cool

As a rule
I keep my mouth shut
Don't seem
Too:
needy
jealous
concerned
conflicted
I want to make everyone happy
More than I want to make myself happy
I don't fear conflict
But I avoid it
After I've said what I'm feeling
(If I can even decide what I'm feeling long enough to verbalize it)
I can never take it back
And things will never be how they were before
So I hold it in
Until I can't hold any more